Of Punjabis, the twenties and old friends

Hey all.. Well.. decided to try this blogging thing out.. haha A little late but hey... better late than never right?? As my blog title suggests, I am quite the pessimist.. Not something I am very proud of, but hey, at least I know I am just human.. and don't worry, I am not some psycho-suicidal pessimist... *mock horror* at least I hope not... haha.. ANYWAY, did nothing much today except laze around the house... had tea with a fried at Sri Devi's in ss15. THe Vadai was delicious... Was having this conversation with him about how difficult it is to get us Punjabis frm Um to go out together... really sad, considering there are less that 20 of us in all four years!! Sigh.. depressing isn't it...

Moving on, I wonder why it is much harder to make new and lasting friends once you hit 20.. Am not too sure if this is the experience of most other people, but even Cat was saying the same thing... I mean, the only friends which I know I can depend on solidly on are the ones I made when I was in secondary school.. honestly, I feel like thay are the only ones whom I can click with right away even after not meeting them for like half a year!! The ones that I made after I hit 20 are the ones who have moods and who have differing faces with the different people that they're with... Sigh I wonder if they think of me in the same way... I have a nagging feeling that they do.. But you know, I really couldn't give a rat's arse about anthing anymore.... don wanna look forward to anything except the next minute... BUt what I've learnt through all this is that one whould never expect anything from anyone.. and I dont mean that... 'ok i did this for you and you should do this for me thing...' WHat I mean is that never expect friends to remain the same... they can backstab you anytime, anywhere... Here's cheers to cat, satvin and jessvin, the three people whom i know I can always call FRIENDS... MMMMuackkss.. love you three to bits :-)